Stuff found in the mind of a lonewolf

This Journal Discontinued

2007-01-08T18:45:54Z

After being lost for a long time, I have just dredged this old thing up. I have since opened a new account. Any new updates will be their. Please procede to

http://silverboit.livejournal.com/

Picking myself up and dusting off the dirt...

2006-03-10T23:16:34Z

OK, I am better now. I am NOT going to resign from Lea. In fact, I have sort of taken a a leadership role in getting the forum back on it;s feet, even with the other mods trying to blow it all of on the members. yeah, the mods really need to grow up a bit and take responcbility.

I give huge props to KovuTheLion and Pntbll468 for standng their ground and insisting we all get our act together.

Geez, 60 degree wether in the middle of March. It pitch black outseide, and I have my windows wide opened and enjoying the breeze. Life is wonderfull for the moment...

Psycic breakdown

2006-03-09T19:22:33Z

Life finally got to me, and I blew up yesterday. I may have hurt sombody deeply, which is hard for me, despite the fact that she has bullied me constantly for a long time. Yeah, I was very cruel to everybody, but even I have my limits. Everything I said is true, but came out with much more force then I normally used from being bottled up for so long.

Between modding one forum, babysitting another forum, the extra work schedule(loss of three of the employees in my department is causing a nightmare), and most recently, a close freind stabbing me in the bck while laughing, it was to much for one person to handle. I have quit modding at Lea, and most likely will never return there.

There is nothing and no one left for me there. Not one single person showed any concern for me after a blew up, despite knowing that I am an emotionally fragile person. I can still talk to Dani, CotP, Amy, and Kayla on IMs, so Lea is pretty worthless to me. I went there to meet fellow TLK lovers, but TLK is rarely even brought up anymore. The constant fighting and backstabbing was driving me insane. Maybe, if one day, those children can learn to grow up, I might go back, but for now, I am through with them.

On the other hand, over at Gametalk, things have been much smoother since me and LH put our past behind us. I know the bullshit that comes from being a mod, so I can't back him up when people start getting on his back. Being a veteran, I am also looked up to by newer members, and in return, I try to be a sort of role-model for them.

I have returned.

2006-02-09T00:42:17Z

Well, the move went as planned, and I have finally reactivated my internet... a month and a half later! I will have more to say when I am better returened. Later.

The bitch is back, and it aint a good thing...

2006-01-11T02:56:01Z

Well, I have been in a real bad mood all day. The deal for the new house fell though. The check we were going to use to pay was bad, and we had no other way of making the down payment. This whole day has been really stressfull and upsetting for the whole household. Now I have to tell my boss that I cen't make the schedule changes afterall, which is going to hurt my standing with him.

WRESTLING STUFF-

First off, congrats to Adam "Edge" Copeland on winning his first World Championship! This is the true meaning of "Twist of Fate". Speaking of fate, I have to wonder if Matt Hardy is still alive after watching that sex segment on RAW last night. ;)

Apparently, Batista was forced to vacate the World Title, and Teddy Long made a championship Battle Royal for Smackdown- So what, is it Randy Orton, Chris Benoit, Booker T, Rey Mysterio, JBL, and Matt Hardy? Well, my money is on orton. Best wishes for a speedy recovery for Dave Bautista.

Congrats to Paul "Triple H" Levesque and Stephanie McMahon on their first child! Triple H Jr., huh? Scary!

Also, happy birthday to Chris "Masters" Mordesky, who turned 23 on Sunday!

For those wondering, I DO have a team for WWE Fantasy Season 6, although I am not part of any leagues atm. I am The Crimson Wolf Pack.

Moving!

2006-01-07T19:40:20Z

Right now, I am sharing an apartment with my sister and her boyfreind, which is a total of about $900 a month. We have been fed up with our landlord for awhile, and have been house shopping.

While I was at work today, my mother and sister looked at a house, not an apartment, a HOUSE! It is a large 3-bedroom 2-bath house for only $1,300 a month. We couldn't pass this up! The bunch of us, along with my sister's father(sort of my ex-step father) will be moving into this place.

Unfortunatly, I will be without internet for awhile since I have to transfer my service. This will still be awhile yet, but I will keep you updated.

Oh yeah, did I mention that this house is lake front property? ;p

Smackdown results for 1/6 written by me.

2006-01-07T03:05:22Z

I was board, so I did some personal play-by-play for the 6/1 edition of Smackdown:

We open up with JBL and Matt hardy in a Falls Count Anywhere match. Decent match too. The way JBL fell though the table was original, and the ladder/limo bit had promice. To bad Hardy had to get pinned after falling three feet. And here comes Boogeyman! OMFG! He shoved the worms in Jillian’s underwear! That’s too much! LMAO

I just saw the commercial for the Royal Rumble. Hilarious. Even Linda got involved, as the McMahon family stood on the balcony of the Roman Colsium in olden days. The best part was at the end when “Shanicus” stabbed Vince’s character in the back and did his skipping taunt.

Mark Henry in the gauntlet. I know who Rob Echos is, but never heard of the other two. Squash match pretty much. Finished off Echos with “The World’s Strongest Slam” for the win.

It’s the return of Mr. Ken Kennedy! Apparently he is going to play “Coach” to Cole & Tazz while he recovers from injury. Now we have a cruiserweight title match on the way. Kid Kash defends against Juvetude. DAMN! A nice Moonsault from Juvetude onto Kash and through the announce table. Kash misses with a nice moonsault of his own. Lot’s of nice “Lucha Libre” stuff here. Neat, a single leg Walls of Jericho, although Cole referred to it as a Boston Crab. Beautiful Frankensteiner from Juvetude. Juvetude misses with the 450 Splash. That would have ended it. And the Brain Damage from Kash for the win! Tazz; “Good night, Irene!” Who the hell is Irene? lol

Bye bye, Juvetude! Don’t let the door hit you in the ass on the way out of WWE!

OK, what the hell is up with Orlando Jordan? Wasn’t it just last week that he was reforming his stable with JBL? Now he is lowered to begging to fight with Booker. And those red stripes in his hair are horrible.

Chris Benoit vs Randy Orton with Booker T & Sharmell on commentary. Should be a good tenichal match. Late in the match, Orton escapes from the Crossface, and Orton misses with the RKO, And… ORLANDO? Yes, Orlando Jordan uses Booker’s crutch to get Randy Orton DQed. Can you say Fatal 4-way for US title at the Royal Rumble?

Add for New Years Revolution this weekend. It will be John Cena vs Kurt Angle vs Shawn Michaels vs Kane vs Carlito vs Chris Masters in the Elimination Chamber for the WWE Championship.

Promo for the returning Fit Finlay. Pride O’ the Irish!

Simon Dean has his new tag team, The Gemini out for an open invitation match. Hey, aren’t those Ron and Don Harris from “The Johnsons” fame? Lol! Actually, they are TNA alumni, Mike & Todd Shane. Paul London and Brian Kendrick accept. Easily a squash match. The match ends when both London and Kendrick are KOed after simultaneous bench presses out of the ring.

Promo airs, pushing Bobby Lashley, after he announces the he is officially the first person to be entered into the Royal Rumble.

Time for the main event, a Steel Cage tag team match for the WWE tag team championship. Defending Champions, MNM, will meet Batista & Rey Mysterio pulls of a nice shot, Bulldogging Murcury off the side of the cage, his legs dropping across Nitro’s chest Leg Drop style. Chants for the late great Eddie Guerrero from the fans. Nasty double Slingshot from MNM on Mysterio into the cage. MNM now using the cage like a cheese grater on Batista’s back. Good Lord! Mysterio with a Flying Crossbody off the top of the cage! Simply breathtaking! Funny spot where MNM are clinging to the cage, and Batista uses a Somlian Chop to croth both members on the top rope. AND HERE COMES MARK HENRY! Big stare down by Batista and Henry. Good God! Mark Henry ripped the chin like a string! Then he rips the door right of the hinges! Remember, there are NO DQs in a cage match! Henry using the door as a weapon. Batista is mashed between the door and cage, and the bottem of the cage rips open. And Hanry uses the door like a chair on the skull on Mysterio. Murcury crawls into a pin for the win. Awsome match! Show ende with Henry standing tall at the top of the cage, and Meline with a huge grin on her face.

Quich preview for next week, WWE US belt on the line when Benoit faces Orton subbing for Booker T.

Yahtzee, rodents, and moderatorship!

2006-01-04T19:54:26Z

Feeling better today. Might even pop on IM for a bit later. Right now, I am going to watch TV, and play a round of Yahtzee. Yes, I enjoy challenging myself in such games, even with no opponent. Just try to get the highest score posible.

Heh, here is a bit of a story. A few weeks back, I saw the new comersials for the PSP, with the Spanish-accented squirrels. I immediayly recognized one of the voices, but couildn't place in until I saw the comersial yesterday. The reason I recognized it easily is because the voice I recognized also played the voice of another four legged rodent, that of the wild-hearted gopher, Snack, from Father of the pride. That's right, the voicer is none other then comedy superstar, Orlando Jones.

@9:30 PM

Well, I decided to hop on to my IMs for about a half hour or so to say hi to soem freinds, and had some interesting conversations with man of sno and Kalvain. Apparently, the news of my "retireing" as I like to call it has hit GT and hit hard. Unfortunatly, it also hit wrong. Aparently, Poda decided that this all had to do with that porn incident and made me out to be some sort of sell out. Not likely. That was merely a bump in the road. I have been getting boarder and boarder since that whole escipade me and Freddie had with LH's mod positions. I have no problems with GT or anybody in it, and still concider myself on good terms with the site, which is how I wanted to leave. I also never intended to simply up and dissapear. I was going to continue fading out like I have been. Now, that would only be a nucence. I will still make my occasional stop in FF7 Land, but that will be all.

Another thing that mos mentioned is LH resigning or somthing like that. I feel for the guy. I know I used to give him a hard time, but I now know he felt when I did that. Being a mod in Lea, I can see how frustrating it can be. Forum regs tend to shove all the bad stuf in your face, and pretend the good never happened. Never any pleases or thanks yous. And Lea is nothing compared to the hormone filled wrestling forum of GT. The best word to describe it is "frustrating". I applaud LH for holding up as long as he did.

LH, if you by any chance ever see this, I deeply apologize from the bottem of my heart for all the shit I have given you. You do a hell of a job, and takle way muich more crap then you ever should have to. I wish you the best of luck with where ever your life may take you.

Uncertainty

2006-01-03T20:40:56Z

I don't usually update two days in a row. Meh. Anyhow, I am rally uncertain about my future in all of the internet and even a bit in real life at the moment. Maybe it's all the reviews I am getting as the year changes, maybe the end of the holidays or making everybody, including myself, a bit grumpy. It could possibly even be that I'm just paranoid, but I am just frustrated with the internet as a whole. Between Poda and his freinds jumping on me for stopping a porn conversation with links in GT, and my loss on interest in that website in general, and the mod reviewing thing in Lea, and the subsequent mass of people leaving(Bye Utora and Dan), things are just a bit crazy for me. Another thing, I know this would crush him if he were to ever read this, but I am tired of trying to fix the unfixable. I have pretty much given up on Dan ever changing, simply because he doesn't want to. I can remain his freind, but there is nothing more I can do for him.

Looks like their may be a massive change in my real life as well, as I may be moving. Granted it's just down the street, but it means packing and unpacking, a pain in the ass. At least it a chance for a new start.

On top of this, we now have about seven inches of wet slushy snow on the ground, with a least another three inches to go tonight. More snow is expected tomorrow night, and over this upcoming inches. I really am beginning to hate the color white.

I may be only 21 , but this wolf feels very old right now...

Gametalk?

2006-01-03T04:08:28Z

I don't want this to get out into GT, as I'de become a mockery, but I am strongly concidering retiring from GT once and for all. Not only am I on the internet as a whole a lot less then I used to be, but I am just fed up with the lack of athourity that GT guarentees. I know that the mods do their best, and as I am a mod in a rather large website myself, I know it can be very agrivating when regs look at the bad that happens, and ignore the good. However, gametalk is set in a way that disorganization and lack of controle will never go away. Gametalk is good for what it is, but it just isn't my bed of roses anymore.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Years!

2005-12-25T02:47:48Z

My closest freinds in 2005- Lea:

I have gotten close to several members of Lea over the year I have been there.

Guntur/Fenti- Plain old Zack to me! The guy that convinced me to stay in the online TLK fandom, and led me to Lea. He has a huge heart, and an awsome sence of humor.

Utora- My single Lea referal. Utora can be perplexing at times, since she randomly changes her gender on Lea, and can seem like more then one person. She has a crazy random side, and a deep thoughtfull side. Talk about dual personalities! She is also a fellow Believer in Christ.

Kove The Lion- My cry on shoulder through the later part of this year. He was there anytime I needed someone to talk to and helped me through the pain of my mother's cancer.

SimbaTheLion- Yeah I know. We arn't as good freinds as we used to be. I hurt him in a way that he may never be able to forgive completly. I don't blame him. Still, what he showed me in the beginning of the year kept me alive.

ChildOfThePride- She is a unique individual. I can proudly say that I showed her the light, though. I think she is more random then she would like to let onto.

Akiko- The person closest to my heart. Autumn is the person I would want to meet in real life, as we have so much in common, and I think we could get along very well. Her artwork truly inspires me.

Tiikeri- Not being left out this time, mate! ;) You have had your ups and downs, and used your expierence to help others. You are quiet, and that tends to make you a bit invisable at times, but you always have time to talk on MSN.

Scout- I wish I had more time to talk to you, as you are the only person I know who is into both TLK and wrestling as I am. I never got to tell you about meeting Booker T, did I? I'll try to cath you when I get a chance.

Talli- Is there anyone he doesn't at least greet everyday. had some intereting verbal IMs with him.

Ghalati- I wish you could see what I am typing, but you probably never well. What your drugged up parents do to you is pure bull shit. The way they had you treat Brad, forcing you to humiliate your best friend in front of the entire forum, because they were afraid he would hep you is fucking crazy. I promice that we will find a way to get you out of there. ;.(

Lunarcat, Eva Janus, Azerane- My fan artists. I wanted to thank you guys for the beautiful pics of Roquivo that you drew for me.

Mufasa, Sarabi, Nathalie, Sonique, Nuka, Vidan, Simba 04', Sharifu, SimbaTheMighty- The Lea mod team. Simply wanted to give you a big thanks for giving me a chance to help Lea, and espicially to Nathalie, Sonique, and Nuka for the encouragement and gratitude.

GT- This section will be a bit smaller:

enzo and T-Bone- My two closest online freinds for a long time. The damn timezones screw us up, but I have had some of the longest and deepest conversations with you two.

Michelle- A very special individual. Also possibly the world's biggest RVD fan! I hope you get those figuring you wanted for Christmas!

Freddiekracker- My closest GT friend. We have has some crazy ass conversations on AIM, and your verbal assaults on JBL, Vince McMahon, and George Bush will never be forgotten. Glad to see you retire from the back yard secen, and preserve the few marbles you have left "up stairs"! lol

man of sno- A very misunderstood individual. Used to be quite the trouble maker, but now just wants a second chance. I know him well enough to be on a first name basis with him, and enjoy his company.

Stroke- Bet you never saw this one coming! I added him mainly because I find him so dang intruiging. He likes to act like a complete ass on GT, but on MSN he is extremely intelligent and calm. He can rival Paul Heyman in the "evil genius" department.

Psychosis- The second member of the Dead Pool, the first being Freddie. The third member, Christian Cage, I don't know as well. Psychosis is the guy I turn to whan I want a non-crazy discussion. He also taught the whole forum why we shouldn't drink and drive. Hey, nice to see your finally back on your feet, buddy! ;)

KoPODa- The News anchor! lol I think me and Poda tend to be on the same page, because we think very much alike. Always after the news, and always the first one to post a conplaint or a warning. I can always go to him if I have a question about wrestling or GT, and always expet a full answer.

Trish'sToyboy- Argh! I'm SO going to miss you so much now that you retired. I loved your season and hope to catch on MSN sometime.

Kalvain- Who would have ever thought it? Half a year ago, we were trying to kill eachother over the internet. Now we chat like old freinds on IM. Me friendship with the former Grecian has been a total rollercoaster ride, but has been a thrill all the way.

BatsitaPowerbomb, DP, JaeTM, RKO, Adam_BOMB- My casual aquaintences that I butt heads with off GT from time to time. Yeah, I know, I need to be on IM more.

Johnny.Perfect, GTF, LionHeart, SK, MSS- Guess this wasn't the year for you guys. I like you all, but nothing really clicked between us, and for a few of you, things simply fell apart. I have to admit that it is extremely arkward to be at odds with the main mod of the forum, while getting along with most everybody else. Well, being as it is almost a new year, this is the perfect time to turn over a new leaf. I can only hope that 2006 will be better for us.

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OK, I am going to list my personal wrestling awards:

Rookie of the Year- Mr. Ken Kennedy.

Kennedy very quickly stormed into WWE, making his own announcing on his way, and impressed us all real quick. Within weeks, he was seen as a legitimate US title contender. Wowed audiences with his top rope Fireman's Carry roll, The Green Bay Plunge.

Breakout Superstar- Batista

At this time last year, Dave Batista was [laying bodyguard to the then big headed Triple H. Now he is the World Heavyweight Champion. Dominated the likes of HHH, JBL, Booker T, and Eddie Guerrero throughout the year. With only two weeks to go in 2005, Batista made another mark by capturing the WWE Tag team Champinship with Rey Mysterio, becoming the first Double Champion since
Triple H held the IC and tag belts back in 2000.

Most Improoved- Randy Orton

The guy is actually believeable and fun to watch now. Ever since he came back from his shoulder injury and jumped to Smackdown to start a long term fued with The Undertaker, he has simply been on fire. He is actually higher ranked now then as World Heavyweiht Champion. Bob Orton Jr. as manager is the sugar on top.

Best Return- Randy Orton

See above.

Independent Standout- "American Dragon" Brian Danielson

Despite not being in WWE or TNA, Shawn Michaels traniee, American Dragon, has made many headlines this year, most notable taking the ZERO Junior Heavyweight and ROH Heavyweight titles. By then end of 2006, Danielson will have made the big leap from indies to TNA or WWE.

Most Inspirational- Eddie Guerrero

Eddie Guerero spent many years addicted to drugs and alcohol, and it got to the point where he had lost his job, his family, and even his freedom. At his lowest point, he was near death in a Peurto Rico prison. He realized he had to turn his life around. He quit the abusive substances, and worked his ass of to get back to the basics, and kept going. At No Way OUt 2004, his work payed off when he realized his dream of being WWE Champion. He added sugar to this feat by retaining at WresleMania the folowing month, and celebrated with his best friend, and World Heavyweight Champion, Chris Benit. That is why the wrestling world was shocked when on the morning of November 13, 2005, Eddie Guerrero suddenly passed away. Eddie was able to quit the drugs, but they still ultimatly ended his life. Autopsies showed that Guerrero had died of massive heart failure.Guerrero showed us all that you can do anything if you put your heart to it, even defy fate.

Eduarto "Eddie" Gory Guerrero
1967-2005
RIP

Tag Team of 2005- MNM

Was there anybody even close to as dominent as Joey Murcury and Johnny Nitro? Holding the WWE Tag Team Championship for well over half the year, theese rookies look like staged veterans in and out of the ring. Hell, they could show the vetarans a thing or two. Anybody that can pin one of the legendary Road Warriors(Animal) in their rookie year deserves the award. The crafty and spicy Melina was a most welcome and needed addition to the divas.

Woman 2005- Victoria

Maybe she didn't win the Woman's Championship, and maybe she didn't win any fueds, but she single handedly carried the woman's division through the first half of the year, and played her role of supporting character in the second half perfectly. She can also be credited for turning Candice into the superstar she is now.

Wrestler 2005- Batista

2005 WAS Batista. You may be wondering about John Cena, but he was getting booed by the end of the year. JBL and Triple H both somehow found themselves in the midcard for the later part of the year. Kurt Angle was a close second, and would take the RAW Superstar of the Year award, but Batista had a more sucsessful year. Winning the Royal Rumble by eliminating John Cena, defetaing Triple H for the World Heavyweight Championship at WrestleMania, retaining the title all throughout the year, defeating JBL in a Street Fight at SummerSlam, Having a particular memorial angle with Eddie Guerrero witch resulted in Guerrero's final face turn, and winning the WWE Tag Team Championship with Rey Mysterio. Batista simply dominated 2005.

Who to watch out for in 2006:

Samoa Joe- You see the passion and agression of this guy? He has it all. Mark my words, the NWA Championship will be on his waist by the end of 2006.

Bobby Lashley- He will be the next Goldberg/Brock Lesner, only with more passion and respect for the sport. Watch for him to get the respect and admiration that the afore mentioned men took for granted, and acctually appriciate it.

Trevor Murdoch- Son of Dusty Rhodes has a huge year ahead of him. he may be ugly as sin, but he has in ring talenttalent and is working hard to improove his mic skills.

Kid Kash- He will personify the cruiserweight division in 2006. Nuff said.

CM Punk- For those who haven't seen this OVW standout, you are in for a pleasent surprise. The clean living Raven-esque Punk has a bright spot and will take the WWE by storm with his daredevil tactics and super charisma.

In closing, I want to wish you all a Merry Christmas, Happy Hanakuah, Happy Kwanzaa, Happy Yule, Happy Solistice, ect. And best of luck for 2006!

Eddie Guerrero passes away

2005-11-13T20:38:44Z

This is just the kind of thing you can never prepare for. I am staring at my computer screen, completly numb. My mind is blank, and my eyes wet. The first thing I think of it what will happen to the wrestling storylines, then I realize I am so stupid and selfish to be thinking that way. Right now, who gives a fuck about WWE? This isn't about some some wrestling company, or about me. This is about a man who has done nothing to deserve what fate has dealt him. Of all the wrestlers, Eddie was the last person I would have expected it to be. Damn, I still can't bring myself to say it. Eddie worked so hard and so long to come back from the brink of death back a few years back. Of all, he deserved a long life of health and hope. It was not meant to be. It is terrible that such things happen to the best of people. I can't say I ever actually knew Eddie, but from what I have seen on TV, he was full of life and lived each day to the fullest. I send my deepest sympathies to his family and freinds.

"Tears in Heaven" by Eric Clapton

Would you know my name If I saw you in heaven? Would it be the same If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong And carry on, 'Cause I know I don't belong Here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand If I saw you in heaven? Would you help me stand If I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way Through night and day, 'Cause I know I just can't stay Here in heaven.

Time can bring you down, Time can bend your knees. Time can break your heart, Have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door, There's peace I'm sure, And I know there'll be no more Tears in heaven.

Would you know my name If I saw you in heaven? Would it be the same If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong And carry on, 'Cause I know I don't belong Here in heaven.

EDWARTO GORY GUERRERO LLAMES

1967-2005

RIP

Back in action

2005-11-09T22:46:32Z

Sorry for the "mysterious" dissapeaence. I have been bed ridden for the past week with a severe viral infection of the throat. Not fun.

Anyway, I am back and ready for action. First thing is that I have been welcomed back to The World Wrestling Forum with open arms, with thre exception of two people, whom I can easily ignore. I probably will be limiting the ammount of wrestling related material I puit in here, so I don't keep turning off my non-wrestling freinds. I don't have much else to say today. Err... I can't wait till my throat is fully healed, and I can sing again! lol

RAW (10/31/05)

2005-11-01T16:25:49Z

This was a truly scarey episode! lolBut before we begin, some big news from backstage. WWE has released two superstars yesterday; Jason "Christian" Reso, and Torrie Wilson.

Christian apparently jumped ship when he saw a chance to land in reletive saftey. His contract expired, and he was unhappy with the way he was being used, he left.

No reason about why Torrie left, although it was confirmed that she was fired. It is strongly believed that it has to do with her husband, former WWE cruiserweight, Billy Kidman.

Between these two, and the immense ammount of returning wrestlers, it made for a crazy night.

The Smackdown vs Raw segment was predictable, but needed. Not sure when Cade, Murdoch, and Striker got involved though. Anyway, can't give them a bad grade for setting up for the PPV match.

Angle/Tajiri was a pleasent surprise. A classic squash match, but not somthing you saw coming. Nicely done ending with the Cena run in after Angle refused to release that Ankle Lock.

I loved Jerry Lawler's costume of Burger King's "The King". Nice how he played off of the old "Burger King' chants you use to get as an active wrester in the late 90s.

Somehow, I missed the Flair segment. I was looking at my WWE Fantasy stadings, (cromson wolf), and wondering where Flair got apparence points from. lol

Conway/Eugene was interesting to say the least There guys used to be a tag team back in oVW, so you know they have great chemestry. I am getting a bit sick of the legends, though. That are taking up time and space that guys like the Bashams, Dupree, and Richards could use. Not one of these four men have been scene in over a month.

Todd Grisham may have been the hit of the night. I NEVER knew he had such awsome mic skills! As for Helms, can't wait to see where this goes.

I caught Foley's little trick in his Titantron promo. First off, the style of using all three gimmicks was taken from a Street Fight promo he did for Hunter Hearst-Hemsley(Pre DX) when Cactus Jack debuted in the company. Now for the real secret: The rhyming promo Mankind used was NOT original. That promo was first written back in Smokey Mountain Wrestling in 1995 for a fued Cactus Jack had with another wrestler, the late Chris Candido(Notice how Candido and Carlito rhyme?).

The next segent is where things started getting screwey. First Coach, then the Bizarre Goldust. What is this, his 5th run now? lol. He is only back because daddy(Dusty Rhodes) is on the creative team. To add a bit of interest, there is somthing most people don't realize. Goldust is the brother of fellow RAW superstar Trevor Murdoch.

After Goldust, Vince comes out and announces that Steve Austin will NOT be at Taboo Tuesday(Austin walks out yet again) and brings out a replacement, Smackdown superstar(and Numba 1 Announcer) Funaki. Coach and Goldust quickly dispose of Funaki, and ask Vince for a tougher apponent. Vince says too bad, and is about to wal out when another Smackdown guy comes out. This time, it aint no jobber. It is World heavyweight Champion, Batista. Batista quickly gets all over Coack and Goldust, and we have one more HUGE suprise. Huge as in 500 pounds. That suprise is former WCW Champion, and WWE legend, Big Van Vader. Finally, after giving Batista a massive beat down, te segment ends and Taboo Tuesday had been turned upside down.

We now have Coach vs Batista with Goldust and Vader in Coached corner, and no idea whet happenes to the stipulations.

The HHH/Viscare match was a decent squash match, with HHH looking strong after defeating a 400 pound man. Not all went well, though It appears that Viscera may have suffered a massive cuncussion from the chair shot. No word on whether it was a work or not.

The tornado tag match has pretty much given the ending for one Taboo Tueday maatch away. Nice double Chokeslam and double pin ending though.

I was honestly dissapoointed with the divas segment. The faces came off looking like the heels with the four on one non-provoked attack on Candice. I actually felt bad for her. I am going with Victoria to take the title at the PPV.

Finally, Cena/HBK was a hell of a match with a decent ending. We all know who WWE wants to win the vote.

Halloween!!!

2005-10-31T17:54:50Z

Ooooooooooooooo!!!

I am so excited for Halloween! I am going with my sister to take my nephew on his first Haloween Trick-or-Treat. He looks absoulutly adorable in his costume of Sully from Monsters Inc.

I am dressing as a Resident Evil zombie. I ripped up an old t-shirt and pair of jeans, and spattered them with fake blood. My sister is going to paint my face a bit later. I did buy candy to pass out, but I doubt we will get anybody up this way, in the bad part of town.

It is suppose to be a warm beautiful night, and everybody is in good, and spooky, spirits. Should be a great night. Happy Haloween, everyody! I'll be back if I get home in enough time to catch some of RAW, which is a bit doubtful.

Extra Note: Happy Birthday to Adam "Edge" Coepland who turned 32 yesterday.

Edit: I have just recieved word that Jason "Christian" Reso, one of my favoite superstars has, quit WWE. In my opinion, Good for Him! WWE openly admitted he was being drooped from serious storylines. If he goes to TNA, he will be an instant maineventer. He could have some awsome matches with the X-Division talent, like Styles, Daniels, Williams, Sabin, Bently, ect. And we allready know he has a strong freindship and awsome chemistry with fellow WWE drop out, Jeff Hardy.

Impact(10/29/05)

2005-10-30T12:41:01Z

Well, I am up a bit ealy this morning, Have to leave for work at 8:00, and wound up getting up at 6:00 thinking it was 7:00. Damn daylight savings! lol Had some time to waste so *shrugs*

Yesterday's TNA Impact reminded me why I hate Jeff Jarrett so much. He runs TNA like a tyranny, and refuses to let anybody else climb the mountain. Seeing as he has been in the business for well over 10 years, he should be pushing younger guys up the mountain, not holding them back. As much as I hate their current storyline, I do not blame AMW or Gail Kim for any of this. They are just following orders.

Scott D'Amore is got te be the most annoying manager I ever knew. His mike skills are supperb, but he gets involved much more then ANY manager should.

The Styles/Dutt vs Shelly/Strong match was my favorite of the night. I just love the X-division. Daniels/Clak was outstandin as well. "The Fallen Angel" never ceaces to amaze me.

Honestly, 3 Live Kru doesn't impress me. I used to love Konnan as one of the nWo bad boys, and James was cool back when he was The Road Dogg. That was then, this is now. Sure they are charimatic, but James and Konnan have been spouting out their respective routines since the last millenium. They neeed some new stuff. At least Killings is fresh.

I am and alwasy have been a fan of The Dudley Boyz/Team 3-D. The promo they shot yesterday was one of the best I have seen to date. Without the WWE restraints, that are capable of so much for. Theren intensity has grown ten fold as well. I can't wait for the TNA tag belts to be around their waist.

Well, that's all for today. See you later this week.

Gametalk

2005-10-29T18:31:28Z

OK, this needs to come out. These are my feeling about the Gametalk situation after I have time to think about it. Did I screw up with the whole GT situation? Yes I did. LionHeart may not be a "bad" mod, but he is one whos ways I strongly disagree with. However, I still believe everything I said to him and his "cronies", as I called them, and will not apologize. My mistake wasn't in speaking out, but in over reacting. My mistake was in letting FreddieKracker get involved when I knew that he isn't one to stick to his guns. I was wrong to yell at Psycosis and Raven when I was mad at him (Though Psy did honestly stab me in the back by showing a private conversation to someone he knew I was not getting along with), and it may have even been wrong to yell at all. Now that I look bak on the situation, I think somthing may have legitmatly happened to him. He mentioned problems with his internet shortly before all this, and was having trouble posting. Then, he vanished. I haven't seen him on IM or in the forum since. I believe that Freddie didn't abandon me, but simply lost his internet at a bad time.

I will try to catch Freddie if I see him again, but I feel it is for the best that I go my seperate ways from the forum. I have never been able to regain my momentum since the depression time. My leaving the forum has nothing to do with anybody in particular. It has just become obvious that my personality doesn't fit in there. Their is no place for someone with over-sensitivity problems and Aspinger's Syndrome in that forum. Besides, I am smart enough to know that I am not welcome there anymore.

I suppose I outta thank Adam_BOMB, ROTLK, Dead Phenom, and RKO^ for understanding, if not agreeing with, me. Guys, if you see this, I do NOT want you guys to get yourselves alienated because of me. Just let it go now.

If any of those peole who I was against see this, there are a few things should know.

1. Freddie wasn't a "follower" in this. He was a co-complainer and partner, a lot more involved then you think. I am sure he will have somthing to say when he returns.

2. I don't, nor have I ever, wanted to be a mod at Gametalk. In fact, when LionHeart was asked to mod the forum, it was because of me. I (and someone else)was originally asked to become mod, but I turned it down, and suggested LH (Who was a freind back then) instead. THAT is a large part of why he was even concidered. Seriously, Gametalk is to large and busy a website for me to handle.

3. My suicidal period had NOTHING to do with Kalvain and Cruze. All id did was add to an alreaqdy large burden. That whole situation was because of stress and abuse I was dealing with in real life. Until you have been beaten, half-starved, and shown no love, you can NEVER know what I went though.

4. I really don't care if this bolg gets into the forum, and anybody is welcome to read and respons. However, flaming and sexually explisit terms(including "fuck") are prohibited. I don't care about cussing, as long as it is kept to a minimum, and not directed at any one or anything in particular. Also, ALL oopinions are to be respected. If you have a probelm with some comment, and can't debate it, then ignore it. Remember, I have the power to delete and ban now, and I don't hold back.

With that said, I will be back tonight for a practice column for Impact.

Day 1

2005-10-29T03:07:48Z

Finally figured out how to post. I am new to LJ, so it will be slow going. I will mostly be commenting on shows as they happen here. I will start with Taboo Tuesday(11/1/05). If I am in the mood, I will post random thought on current events, rumors, and breaking news here and there. At the beginning of each month, I will choose s superstar of the month from all the shows(Raw. Smackdown, Impact) and I will have a special post for end of the year choices. To end this update, here is my thoughts on a few superstars:

John Cena: Very impressive on the mic, and popular with the crowd. I give Cena props for his charisma. I still think he is very bland and predictable in the ring. All his victories come the sma eway; Protoplex, shoulder dust, 5-Knuckle Shuffle, "Pumping it Up", F-U.

Batista: I am growing to be a fan of the the World Heavyweight Champion.He is soft spoken, but great on the mic just the same. he doesn't need to be loud and obnoxious to get his point across. very intence in the ring and his BatistaBomb can come out of nowhere, although he favors a Spinebuster set-up. His angle with Eddie is fun.

Triple H: I never thought I would say this, but I give Hunter props for finally getting his head out of his own ass. For once, he isn't in the title scene. This will make it refershing when he goes after Cena. He is doing a good job in his fued with Ric Flair, and I hope he gives the Nature Boy the respect he deserves.

Randy Orton: The Legend Killer has improoved greatly since coming back from his shoulder injury. He is decent in the ring, with his RKO able to be pulled off at a moments notice. His father is a good touch, but needs to back off a bit.

I'm getting tired(it is 11:00 here), and will do some more wrestlers tomorrow.